Alrighty, let's begin
Yesterday was something that couldn't be described into one word.
Many emotions ran through me yesterday.

Like the dance rehearsal after my piano lesson, wow.
The whole time I wasn't feeling me, at all.

Anyway, HALLELUJAH finally daddy, C and D came to pick me.
Then off to Suntec to meet 'the band members'
Had chicken rice + mountain dew in the car
Yum.
Yes, so it was a happy feeling.

Reached outside Sky Garden, talked and talked and talked.
For once I was close to the dare group,
they seemed normal :)
haha, of course they are,
and of course I'm joking.
I knew they were all along.
Except for one,
the low self-esteem girl
Eeee -shivers-
Yes, so average feeling I guess.

Dare was indescribable.
Had the camp briefing,
and the list of room mates was plastered onto the wall/blinds/whatever.
Imagined being pushed and squashed by some bimbotic posers
who glared at me when I said "Excuse me" and swinged their ponytails in my face.
Your hair stinks by the way.

I don't get it,
WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO DESERVE THIS.
Screw it, okay.
Maybe I should let it out of my system once and for all

THERE'S NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN ME AND HIM

You stupid flirtatious bitches, don't bring me into the picture.
This is a church, you all are christians

START ACTING LIKE ONE.

What gave you guys the idea that there's something going on between me and him?
The closest that we can be are "just friends"
If you're not getting his attention

MAYBE ITS BECAUSE YOUR HAIR STINKS
GO USE EXPENSIVE SHAMPOO FOR ONCE

Don't vent your anger on me.
Because I can't change anything.
So just get out of my life,
it has been PERFECT until you and your STINKY PONYTAIL came along.

And its not just stinky hair girl, its you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you.

Why, aren't you all a bunch of crazy wannabes
You think he'll like you?
DREAM ON.

So I've finally realised
He isn't worth it.
And I've finally realised
Its time to move on.

HAD FUN WITH PHOTOBOOTH AND iMOVIE TODAY <3
Since so many people couldn't come, we decided to cancel the heart-to-heart chat with the clique and Amanda and Elsie came over to play :D

We did a video on "How to Identify a Retard"
HAHA it was fun.
and if you haven't noticed, ELSIE CUT HER HAIR. AHHH.
Amanda said she now looks like Cleopatra, or like those Egyptians. LOL.
So after an hour of making fun of ourselves, we went down to the playground to chat.
Then, it was time for them to go home, so the whole thing was only 2h +

YUP!

I HAVE DARE TOMORROWWWWWW <3
But before that, dance rehearsal for piano teacher's concert again.
I don't know if I should go straight after that, or go home, change, then go out again.
I think I'll go home to change :T

Okay, here's the video we made! <3


THINGS YOU SHOULD TAKE NOTE IN THE VIDEO

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1) Elsie has cut her hair! :O
2) Cedric was super 'extra' by lying behind us the whole time.
3) The 1st example was a real life experience when we watched "Time Traveler's Wife" during Elsie's birthday (:
4) Amanda talks with a little bit of slang
5) WE ARE ALL RETARDED :D

Hello, I'm bored :T

You can't see me because I'm so black yesterday LOL.
Yup, so the details! (;

After dare Annora and I decided to go and eat at Macs with the dg girls.
Then, there were no seats + a lot of bitchy people so we decided to go to KFC
Then, a lot of dgs were there too, plus a very very very stupid guy that talked bad about us to his NEW DG.

Aren't you weak, see the fire, don't bother EXTINGUISHING it but just RUN AWAY LIKE A BABY.

Then, start another fire somewhere else -.-

You're dumb. I don't care about you.

So Annora and I sat separately from the girls but still nearby, chat chat chat.
Then the girls left first but we weren't finish yet, so continued talking.

THEN, we decided to go to Ion!
Yayyyy (:
I thought that colourful shop at the corner would be something interesting,
in the end its just Prints again -.-
THEY'RE EVERYWHERE!

Okay, anyways, bought a pen there, its such a stupid pen cause when I reached home and used it,
IT DOESN'T WORK. D:<
Whatever.

PROLOGUE!
We didn't bother to see the books so we decided to go upstairs where all the stationery and all.
Had fun (:

Next was the Thirty-Six market (?)
I forgot the name, because I call it the market where they sell Fox sweets xD
and I bought them!

ANNORA AND I WANTED LUCKY CHARMS
Wait, was it called Lucky Charms?
Yeah I think so. The marshmallow among the cereal one
Niceeeeee
But it was freaking huge and it cost $10++
So neverminddddd. xD

Walked some more,
saw this high-waisted skirt that i deeply adored.
Stupid me to not buy it, after making a trip all the way there!
I didn't know my mum would allow me to :T
Nevermind, this means the next time
I CAN BUY WHATEVER I WANT. HAHAHAHA.
>:D

Yes, yes. After that we went home.
I reached home about 9+ 10 alr D:
I can't wait for next Saturday cause its DARE service again!
Then, I can go Ion to finally get the skirt I wanted xD
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I'm thinking of ways to grow taller :T
Should head to the basketball court sometime soon.
Okay, see yah (;

[EDIT: 12:26P.M]
N for Nice, S for Stuck-up
but N for Never, S forever.

heyhey I'm at starbucks blogging with white chocolate mocha non-coffee(;
I'm wasting time because dare doesn't start till 2 ):
I'm at this corner... people may be thinking I'm emo-ing or smth :T
Haha, well there's Internet here so I'm staying (;
cityhall was so crowded but now there's no one except a bunch of students studying, guess school's not over for them:T
lalala, I'm so bored, just now I though my contacts were gonna split open or something, I need to yawn, otherwise my eyes are damn dry...
Urh! Why won't time fly now. It always doesn't when I want it too. And facebook's always lagging, irritating :T
1.15, wow. 15 min more :T
since I have to waste time, might as well blog down (sounds weird) my schedule for the following week!
Tomorrow - C comes home! With presents! Yay! Hahaha. And its her birthday tmr so we're gonna eat Jap food at RTC! Happy early birthday big sissy!
Monday - Nothing much
Tuesday - Nothing much
Wednesday - Going back to school for dance, looking forward to it actually xD I never say/blog that I hated dance anyways, right?
Thursday - Dance again
Friday - The clique's coming over at my place to chat (; I hope things turn out well!

Saturday, I'm not sure if there's dg ( dare group) but if there is I'm going cause I'll be bored at home anyway :T
Sunday, church is back at suntec, though I feel expo is better xD
yes! 1.22, now just 8 more min and I'm outta here, just enough time to finish my untouched white chocolate ;D
speaking of white chocolate, I super dee duper reco magnum white chocolate , its nice! And no one else in my family likes it so yay! No fighting! Hahaha. Yes, try it! It's super goooood (:
maybe I'm gonna youtube for the next 5 min.. See yah (;

[EDIT: 10:08P.M]

Today was freaking funnnnnnnnn!
But, details tomorrow, because I'm suuuuuuuper tired.
Yup. See yah (;

Yesterday was yet another awesome day to put into my lil box of memories (:
Set off to Jeremiah's house first, Max is the most hyper 35 year old Yorkshire Terrier I've known. Haha! He's sooo cute, kept wanting to bite the hamsters. Lol, sadistically cute (:

I played with him and carried him until he kept licking my face, haha, Nicholas and Jeremiah were playing Halo Wars, I'll never understand that game.

Then Theodora, Harshvir and Samuel joined us, Claire was waiting downstairs for us but Jeremiah lost his soccer ball, took a while before we finally found it.

THEN WE HAVE TO PUMP IT

So finally met Claire and took the bus to the interchange to meet Wayne.

Then off to ECP we go (;

Funnest time was when we cycled to the Skate Park and watched the boys cycle down half pipes and slopes and bumps. Haha. So fun, a pity I can't do that, gotta learn how to cycle first!
If you're wondering how I managed to cycle there in the first place, I did a two-people bicycle with Theodora :D

Then the boys decided to play catching there -.- LOL. Running up half pipes and sliding down them, rather funny :D
It was time to give back the bicycles so we cycled back, there were times where i lost my footing and the pedals hit my foot as they continued to move as Theodora, who was in front, was still cycling. 

Then when we handed in the bikes, Nicholas was like "Estella, your foot is freaking bleeding"

AHHHHH.

I guess it was due to that, the pedal hitting my dried up blister from Sunday. Haha. but I was fine, so we continued on to Macs.
Played, laughed, chat there, Nicholas was playing Monopoly and was ecstatic when he got a free Milkshake and Apple Pie. Lol. How Yiai wished she went xD

Rain ruined the day, but still we had umbrellas so walked back to the bus stop and took the bus to my place.
My leg had small leaves stuck to it, what a disgusting feeling.

FINALLY REACHED MY PLACE.
Long story short, played Guitar Hero and changed to Raving Rabbits when it was just Theodora and me waiting for her mum to pick her up.

NICE NICE NICE NICE FUN FUN FUN FUN day! :D
P.S: Annora, in the end the piano buyer didn't come, cheh!

Okay, no pics because everyone didn't bothered to being a camera. Haha. I want to learn how to ride the bicycle nowwwww D:

Worrying about

Yes, 10 things to fret about, actually there's one more...
is he coming tomorrow?

Daddy God, can you give me a clue...?

 Today was awe-someeeee (: but as usual, I shall wait for the pics to be uploaded then I'll blog about it again.
I'm just real tired now, kept on raining when we were in wild wild wet, then they stopped all activity and we have to run for shelter
The scent from KFC tempted us sooo much but our wallets were in the locker ):

Tomorrow I'll be off to Sara's chalet, then Saturday there's DARE -squeals- and Monday, off to East Coast Park if the weather allows, as always.
Then my place for MORE Guitar Hero and Harshvir's Raving Rabbits which he kept on emphasizing that it would be fun, lol.

The next week from Tues - Fri I'll be bored bored bored. D: but I guess I'll find some stuff to do, like swimming and swimming and swimming. Hahaha.
I'm real real sleepy, I gtg, see yah (;

Alrighty, the pictures are here! From Sunday's movie. LOL. Be prepared for retarded pictures.
Annora, I didn't take some of the retarded ones to post here, HAHAHA

So after the movie, first up was the arcade, AIR HOCKEY. Lol.

Jeremiah's face looks mutated. LOL.


Then Dance Dance Revolution FOR FREE. Someone paid for it then left without even playing, so the guys got a free game. Still, 3 boys playing as 1 player, still fail. LOL.

Then wasted more money playing with the machines, trying to pick up soft toys. We almost got it for like sooo many times, still :T

Then off to the Open Plaza, of course (:

Failed attempt to play Dare or Dare D:

RETARDED PHOTO! I BET ELSIE TOOK THIS D:< Lol.
Lastly, Guitar Hero at my place (;

Retarded photo number TWO! LOL

Left one's mine, the drummer. Nicholas had nothing to play. LOL. I think it was What I've Done, Linkin park :D

Fun fun day, but the photos were friggin' retarded. Loads, of candid. LOL.

Just sitting beside you, makes me feel nothing else really matters
Just smiling at what you say, watching you smile back at me
If all this was just a dream
I don't want to wake up.

I'm bored, this was how my so-called first day of the school holidays was spent
I had done one holiday homework! English composition, always the easiest (;
Watching Ris Low screw up, Xia Xue Guide to Life(You can see I was bored), Chick vs. Dick... Haha (:
Facebooking, Social interview is fun. LOL.

Haven't touch my piano, darn.
Haven't learn how to crack an egg.

Me: Mummy can I learn how to crack an egg
Mummy: Later, later
-later-
Me: Can learn now?
Mummy: Wait, wait I have to watch the news!
-after waiting-
Me: Can I just try, everyone knows already you know
Mummy: Hold on, hold on, the show's starting

So yeah, if I don't know how to cook in future, blame my mum. Hahaha (:
Then here I am now blogging, waiting for Annora to come online. Its fun talking to her, its even more fun listening to her! HAHAHAHAHA.
Sigh, can't wait for DARE! I miss it, alot, the atmosphere always gives me a good feeling because God's presence is sure to be there :D
Dare, dead and resurrected eagles isn't it cool? :D
Okay, Harshvir's like Social Interviewing as well so he ain't replying on msn.
Oh, I just realised I'm not playing any songs that's why its so quiet in here. LOL.
Fearless is REALLY nice, I can so relate to it. Sorta :/
Listening to Ego now, nice song (: but I hate egos :T Like too much ain't good, right?
-nods head-
I just answered my own question :D
Okay, I'm off. See yah :D

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I still like you, dummy. 
Now can you stop being so scared and just say you like me too?

"Hap, hap, happy!"
"Whyyyyyyy?"
"BUSYBODY."

Haha, joking. Went back to school today for PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE. So boring (xD
Yes, so after that went to parkway to eat with Mummy, it was super early, like 9+ 10? So none of the shops were open except the foodcourt and Cold Storage.
I'm sad I got B4 for Literature but that's the lowest grade I got! YAY! Overall 3 A1s, 3 A2s, 1 B3, 2 B4s (Chinese and Literature, lol)
I'm like 39th place for level position, so close to top 10% !
Stilllll, its an accomplishment, and at least I got 3rd in class! Improvement! -claps-
Tomorrow's my theory exam. Ahhhhh scared. Not as prepared as the previous years but still gonna try my best! After that it'll be over I can't wait. I rather exams just quickly come and go then wishing it will never arrive, know what I mean?
Then Sunday meeting the 6/7 people for Caroline 3D C: I bet everyone's like taller than me alr, AHHH.
YES!!! Sleepover at Sara's chalet next Friday, can't wait! It'll be fun! Staying up and stuff. C: C: C:
and the day before that, of course, going to Wild Wild Wet C: Yay, IMMA HAPPY KID.

Finally realizing that you're not worth my time, my health, my smiles and laughter,
It feels like the whole world has become more colourful.
Even the thunderstorms are gone and the sun's out.
Anyway, who are you to make me upset?
Who are you to make me feel so mad at your betrayal?
Who are you to scold myself for not being more forgiving?
That's right, you're no one to me.
You're not worth me changing for what you've done wrong.
And still no apology from you.
What a joke, you're a joke!
To think I've confided in you,
To think I've told you secrets I've told no one else,
Because I thought you were someone God wanted me to meet
So that I can believe there are TRUE FRIENDS in this world
I'll never treat you the way I have ever again.
YOU BLEW IT, friend.

 I want to thank Daddy God for...