strawberry swing!

you're still my friend, just not my lover

2009-12-16T12:58:13Z

From where we've left off,
from what we've been through,
I'll take it all in and thank God for it.

How silly we tend to go crazy,
wondering what the other's thinking
How we cry just for the sake of experiencing our first heartbreak
No use for that, they're all bullshit.

Because obviously I haven't realise I'm only 13,
and my job is to live like a happy kid,
how my only worries are hoping I could remember the timing of my favourite TV show,
practicing my piano regularly,
buying the things I want,
hoping for the things I've not gotten,
thanking for them when I have,
and most importantly,

knowing who loves me and finding no reason to pursue for those who doesn't.

charadeasmile @ 2009-12-12T11:23:00

2009-12-12T03:23:49Z

Gooooood morning (;
May be cycling at ECP later with the family
Bringing Cedric out too
YAY!
Slept at my soon-to-be-nicely-furnish room last night
YES the air-con is just right.
Wheee
OH my piano was gone yesterday
managed to sell it. WOOHOO
But that means no piano until don't know when
and no practicing until don't know when
and so can't learn many many songs D:

So camp was awesome!
Won third for the mass games
but didn't win Dare God Talent
but Samantha deserved to win :D
but I wanted Gideon and Zephan to win
God Bless the Broken Road - Rascal Flatts
AWESOME :D

So many buts and ands -.- BAD BAD ENGLISH.
So, bye! LOL.

and I will fall at Your feet

2009-12-11T12:17:06Z

For every tear that ran down my face
For every time I ran my fingers through my hair
For every time I looked away
For every time I hung my head down
For every time I ignored the people around me
For every time I wish you'd change
For every time I wish she'd go away

This is the last time I'm crying for you.

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I'M BA--ACK!

change is bad thus I hate it

2009-12-06T13:59:57Z

Stop scolding me when I accidentally ignore you because I didn't hear you call for me
Stop scolding me when I accidentally give you wrong directions
Stop scolding me when I didn't even raise my voice
Stop scolding me when I don't want to sleep yet
Stop scolding me when I feel like ranting
Stop scolding me when I forgot you let me buy stuff I like though you're not around
Stop scolding me when I have an inevitable busy schedule
Stop scolding me when I just don't want to eat
Stop scolding me when I just want to go out
Stop scolding me when I'll do it later
Stop scolding me when I make mistakes
Stop scolding me when I'm clearing my name
Stop scolding me when I'm doing something else for just a short while
Stop scolding me when I'm fickle
Stop scolding me when I'm not sure
Stop scolding me when I remind you things you've clearly forgotten
Stop scolding me when I sigh
Stop scolding me when I tell you my events for the next few days
Stop scolding me when I tell you my events just the day before, because you scold me when I tell you beforehand
Stop scolding me when it was your mistake
Stop scolding me when the dog barks
Stop scolding me when you have to make concessions
Stop scolding me when you're just in a bad mood

JUST STOP SCOLDING ME.

--I have OCD, (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) the above was arranged in alphabetical order -.-

No one would feel happy hanging around someone unhappy

2009-12-04T10:11:16Z

Take me away, I've nothing to miss here anymore
Its no use going through trials and trials
and not feeling that its going to end someday
How the mountains get steeper
and the stairs has no end
Come on,
could you make my life easier
I'm over all this
I'm over all this heartache and quarrels and unhappiness
I just want it to end
Please, just make it stop.

Please just stop it

2009-12-01T13:14:59Z

TODAY. WAS. FUN?
Yes indeed it was!
Started off at Grace's house.
Creamy is the cutest Maltese ever (;
Played hide-and-seek LOL. Its hide-able in a big house like hers.
Then it was time to help out.
First they said help the IMs (Idea Maker)
So we ended up making the banner for EJ camp.
Then, we were suppose to help Pastoral Care!
AHHHHH
Wasted like 2 hours?
So yeah, office work is... hard but also fun.
Cause its my first time,
but it was very stressful, one mistake will cause sooooo much trouble.
But I didn't screw up! :D

Then, it was already 6+ so we (Grace, Hannah and Kristie) ate McDonald's
YUM.
Yes, then took the MRT
Hannah made us all laugh like mad.
Then went homeeee.

YUP!
Tomorrow going to Grace's house first (yay) then to Kallang for the AUDITION.
Lalalala, not really worried or anything xD
Okay, tata! :D

charadeasmile @ 2009-11-30T20:04:00

2009-11-30T12:04:29Z

I'm happy because

Today I didn't have to meet anyone/do anything, actually I have to but I just didn't bother. ;D
Went out with mummy for my dental appt (FINALLY) plus splurged at Cotton On. Woohoo. I ♥ TO SHOP
No bad hair day today, in fact it was extra curly today. WOOHOO
Finally bought rubber bands that were of another colour other than black (; TYING MY HAIR ON SAT.
Since the cause of my painful gum is due to an ulcer and not too much sweets... -munches on donut-

I'm not happy because

The wallpaper I wanted for the new room is OUT OF STOCK. Wtf, it was the nicest, most perfect wallpaper ever.
Mmmmmmm, that monthly thing came !@#$%^&

Yup. Wednesday is the auditions for DARElympics A.K.A church camp talent show.
and no practices from now till then.
Actually I'm not really worried, just leave it to God, if its His plan for us to get through, then... -speechless-
THEN, Saturday is DARE SERVICE <3
Yes, lalalala.
Hmmm then 8 more days to church camp!
I already wrote my expectations for camp, hope it'll really be like a check list with everything ticked when I'm back (;
I'm gonna be bold and courageous and just go for it and hopefully (-ahem- and finally -ahem-) win top 3 for the camp?
My team never win LOL
We either get best cheer, or some other crappy excuse to get a prize.
HAHAHAHA.
Since my group now is like 2 groups, WE SHOULD WIN.
If not we're serious losers -.-
YES. WIN.
But also Encounter Jesus of course (;
AND WIN.

For Your love is unfairly good.

2009-11-28T13:16:42Z

Daddy God, I love you Lord
Tomorrow when I perform my piano piece Lord
I'll just keep in mind that You'll bless me with Your unending grace and unmerited favour.
Daddy God there's nothing to be afraid of for You are with me
and when You are with me Lord, its like I've already won the 'battle'
I'm standing on victory ground (;
Nothing can stop me Lord
For You will protect me and watch over me throughout the whole concert
Daddy God, You are awesome
You just cast away all my fears
Thank You.

And they all rushed in once the flood gates swung open.

2009-11-24T15:02:35Z

Hello, here's a list of stuff I have to do

Buy an electric guitar tuner (stupid dude gave me a PITCH PIPE when I bought my guitar. WHO USES THAT?!)
Finish up Maths holiday homework
Do Chinese holiday homework (Hopefully there will be more interesting articles since APEC is over)

Hah, pretty simple (: but still, there's the 'doing' part, which will be hard. Though I can get my electric guitar tuner tomorrow because I will be free from church band practice! Auditions have been post-pone next. Yay.

People in my dare group has HUGE houses.

Joash's house, 4 levels, huge dog that looks like a Siberian Husky though I don't think it is one.

Grace's house, even better.
So, you enter the house right... you walk and walk and walk.

Suddenly... PLOP

comes out a garden with a pond and all
Plus 2 cute malteses (:
And fake animal rugs everywhere HAHA.

Nice place, nice place, I WANT A HOUSE LIKE THAT.

-On the way home from Grace's-
Me: Mummy, Grace's house was HUGE man
Mummy: Really? Is it very far in
Me: Yeah... but its damn nice
Mummy: Uh huh, actually daddy told me he wanted a terrace too

SCOREEEEEEEEEE. My dad is the awesomest dude alive. ;D
But that's because guys don't have to do house work.
BUT I CAN'T IMAGINE Cedric running around the house playing hide-and-seek with me.
Now its like, soooo easy to find me because its just 3 rooms
But if we live in a landed property, WOW.
Soon he won't be so fat anymore :D

lalalalala, I HOPE one day I'll really move into a terrace, and I don't want to move only when i've grown up, where's the fun in that man.
Come on lah, the younger the better.
Too bad mummy keeps dragging

I'M OFF TO GO AND CRY BYE.

He is colder than an Ice Queen in the winter.

2009-11-22T03:33:58Z

Alrighty, let's begin
Yesterday was something that couldn't be described into one word.
Many emotions ran through me yesterday.

Like the dance rehearsal after my piano lesson, wow.
The whole time I wasn't feeling me, at all.

Anyway, HALLELUJAH finally daddy, C and D came to pick me.
Then off to Suntec to meet 'the band members'
Had chicken rice + mountain dew in the car
Yum.
Yes, so it was a happy feeling.

Reached outside Sky Garden, talked and talked and talked.
For once I was close to the dare group,
they seemed normal :)
haha, of course they are,
and of course I'm joking.
I knew they were all along.
Except for one,
the low self-esteem girl
Eeee -shivers-
Yes, so average feeling I guess.

Dare was indescribable.
Had the camp briefing,
and the list of room mates was plastered onto the wall/blinds/whatever.
Imagined being pushed and squashed by some bimbotic posers
who glared at me when I said "Excuse me" and swinged their ponytails in my face.
Your hair stinks by the way.

I don't get it,
WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO DESERVE THIS.
Screw it, okay.
Maybe I should let it out of my system once and for all

THERE'S NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN ME AND HIM

You stupid flirtatious bitches, don't bring me into the picture.
This is a church, you all are christians

START ACTING LIKE ONE.

What gave you guys the idea that there's something going on between me and him?
The closest that we can be are "just friends"
If you're not getting his attention

MAYBE ITS BECAUSE YOUR HAIR STINKS
GO USE EXPENSIVE SHAMPOO FOR ONCE

Don't vent your anger on me.
Because I can't change anything.
So just get out of my life,
it has been PERFECT until you and your STINKY PONYTAIL came along.

And its not just stinky hair girl, its you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you.

Why, aren't you all a bunch of crazy wannabes
You think he'll like you?
DREAM ON.

So I've finally realised
He isn't worth it.
And I've finally realised
Its time to move on.

I've never thought of you at all today.

2009-11-20T12:53:07Z

HAD FUN WITH PHOTOBOOTH AND iMOVIE TODAY <3
Since so many people couldn't come, we decided to cancel the heart-to-heart chat with the clique and Amanda and Elsie came over to play :D

We did a video on "How to Identify a Retard"
HAHA it was fun.
and if you haven't noticed, ELSIE CUT HER HAIR. AHHH.
Amanda said she now looks like Cleopatra, or like those Egyptians. LOL.
So after an hour of making fun of ourselves, we went down to the playground to chat.
Then, it was time for them to go home, so the whole thing was only 2h +

YUP!

I HAVE DARE TOMORROWWWWWW <3
But before that, dance rehearsal for piano teacher's concert again.
I don't know if I should go straight after that, or go home, change, then go out again.
I think I'll go home to change :T

Okay, here's the video we made! <3

THINGS YOU SHOULD TAKE NOTE IN THE VIDEO

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1) Elsie has cut her hair! :O
2) Cedric was super 'extra' by lying behind us the whole time.
3) The 1st example was a real life experience when we watched "Time Traveler's Wife" during Elsie's birthday (:
4) Amanda talks with a little bit of slang
5) WE ARE ALL RETARDED :D

Caught in a bad romance.

2009-11-19T14:40:56Z

WARNING
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Nobody was hurt in the making of this video. No copyright intended. This video is appropriate for children/teens/adults/ah mas/ah gongs/ uncles/ aunties/ brothers/ sisters/ dogs/ cats/ monkeys/ whales/ sharks/ PONIES over the age of 2. Unless you are scared of the half lion, half dog in my hand, or Lady Gaga, you are entitled to view this video.
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P.S I did this video with Cedric's willingness because he did not attempt to bite me/run away when I carried him :D

I think, I like you too. I think.

2009-11-16T09:04:10Z

Hello, I'm bored :T

[EDIT: 5:32P.M]
Got this from FACEBOOK :D

1) Do this to a person you are talking to.
2) You have to do it!
3) Don’t cheat! Or else you will ruin the fun. If you are going to cheat, don't do it at all!
4) If you can say these in rapid-fire to one person without them blocking you or just not
answering... You are the CHAMP.
5) You must write their response to each of these:

Here we go...

1) Type "I'm superman"

Annora: ... Okay... You're starting to freak me out, but okay explain why (:

2) Type "Oh my gosh I heard about your fish"

Annora:
(She took super long to reply I thought I lost this 'challenge' alr D:)
[5 minutes later - still no reply :'( ]
[1 min later - finally replied]
my... fish. and erm i dont know what you're talking about actually... ESTELLA. what happened to you?!

3) Type "You and me are best buds right?"

Annora:
(Woah this girl isn't making my job easy, I have to prompt her in order for her to reply.
ANNORA. If you're reading this, next time don't play this sort of 'game' with you alr D:<)

"yeahhhh and that has something to do with... fish. now that's something i've never heard of..."

4)Type "Ok so can i tell you something?"

Annora: Of course

5) Type "i'm on drugs.''

Annora:
first, maybe you want to explain the fish, and the superman AND THE DRUGS.
omg you're crazyyyyyyy
wait, you're like NOT estella right?

6) Type "Did you just lie to me!?"

Annora: lie to you about...? are you like taking lines from a movie or something...

----------------
HOLD ON. If she suspects stuff like this, is it game over?
Who cares! Let's continue (;
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7) Type " how could you?!? "

Annora:
estella... you're such a good actress really.
you could convince me into believing that you're not acting hahahaha

8) Type "i love you".

Annora: Now erm... really, about the drugs thing, if you continue to put this up, i might believe you.

9) Type "I lost an eyeball!"

Annora: okay estella, now thats like super unrealistic, which brings me back to not-believing-you-at-all

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HAS SHE FOUND OUT I'M JOKING WITH HER!? LOL.
But of course, these messages are so unrealistic indeed :T
NOT FUN. Hahahaha.
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(Continuation of her reply)
"okay, either you're acting, or you're not estella.

THE END.
:D

N for nice, S for stuck-up.

2009-11-15T02:45:01Z

You can't see me because I'm so black yesterday LOL.
Yup, so the details! (;

After dare Annora and I decided to go and eat at Macs with the dg girls.
Then, there were no seats + a lot of bitchy people so we decided to go to KFC
Then, a lot of dgs were there too, plus a very very very stupid guy that talked bad about us to his NEW DG.

Aren't you weak, see the fire, don't bother EXTINGUISHING it but just RUN AWAY LIKE A BABY.

Then, start another fire somewhere else -.-

You're dumb. I don't care about you.

So Annora and I sat separately from the girls but still nearby, chat chat chat.
Then the girls left first but we weren't finish yet, so continued talking.

THEN, we decided to go to Ion!
Yayyyy (:
I thought that colourful shop at the corner would be something interesting,
in the end its just Prints again -.-
THEY'RE EVERYWHERE!

Okay, anyways, bought a pen there, its such a stupid pen cause when I reached home and used it,
IT DOESN'T WORK. D:<
Whatever.

PROLOGUE!
We didn't bother to see the books so we decided to go upstairs where all the stationery and all.
Had fun (:

Next was the Thirty-Six market (?)
I forgot the name, because I call it the market where they sell Fox sweets xD
and I bought them!

ANNORA AND I WANTED LUCKY CHARMS
Wait, was it called Lucky Charms?
Yeah I think so. The marshmallow among the cereal one
Niceeeeee
But it was freaking huge and it cost $10++
So neverminddddd. xD

Walked some more,
saw this high-waisted skirt that i deeply adored.
Stupid me to not buy it, after making a trip all the way there!
I didn't know my mum would allow me to :T
Nevermind, this means the next time
I CAN BUY WHATEVER I WANT. HAHAHAHA.
>:D

Yes, yes. After that we went home.
I reached home about 9+ 10 alr D:
I can't wait for next Saturday cause its DARE service again!
Then, I can go Ion to finally get the skirt I wanted xD
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I'm thinking of ways to grow taller :T
Should head to the basketball court sometime soon.
Okay, see yah (;

[EDIT: 12:26P.M]
N for Nice, S for Stuck-up
but N for Never, S forever.

Above was lame, ignore that.
I'm getting ready to go out soon
Okay, soon, but not so soon
Dance practice (for my piano teacher's concert, not CCA) at 3.
Then C arrives in Singapore!
and I get my yummy Jap dinner xD

I'm sooo bored, I might just resort to playing with my hair
Wearing different headbands, tying it, letting it down, braiding it.
Hey, that'll be fun!
Hahahaha.

but, there's always chinese holiday homework, CmPS (Project work) research and Maths homework
but I like to leave those to the weekdays to do xD
Besides, I'm free on Monday/Tuesday :D

Yes, so this is a short update. Byee.

white, everthing must be white.

2009-11-14T05:27:46Z

heyhey I'm at starbucks blogging with white chocolate mocha non-coffee(;
I'm wasting time because dare doesn't start till 2 ):
I'm at this corner... people may be thinking I'm emo-ing or smth :T
Haha, well there's Internet here so I'm staying (;
cityhall was so crowded but now there's no one except a bunch of students studying, guess school's not over for them:T
lalala, I'm so bored, just now I though my contacts were gonna split open or something, I need to yawn, otherwise my eyes are damn dry...
Urh! Why won't time fly now. It always doesn't when I want it too. And facebook's always lagging, irritating :T
1.15, wow. 15 min more :T
since I have to waste time, might as well blog down (sounds weird) my schedule for the following week!
Tomorrow - C comes home! With presents! Yay! Hahaha. And its her birthday tmr so we're gonna eat Jap food at RTC! Happy early birthday big sissy!
Monday - Nothing much
Tuesday - Nothing much
Wednesday - Going back to school for dance, looking forward to it actually xD I never say/blog that I hated dance anyways, right?
Thursday - Dance again
Friday - The clique's coming over at my place to chat (; I hope things turn out well!

Saturday, I'm not sure if there's dg ( dare group) but if there is I'm going cause I'll be bored at home anyway :T
Sunday, church is back at suntec, though I feel expo is better xD
yes! 1.22, now just 8 more min and I'm outta here, just enough time to finish my untouched white chocolate ;D
speaking of white chocolate, I super dee duper reco magnum white chocolate , its nice! And no one else in my family likes it so yay! No fighting! Hahaha. Yes, try it! It's super goooood (:
maybe I'm gonna youtube for the next 5 min.. See yah (;

[EDIT: 10:08P.M]

Today was freaking funnnnnnnnn!
But, details tomorrow, because I'm suuuuuuuper tired.
Yup. See yah (;

If this isn't love, tell me what it is.

2009-11-10T04:00:54Z

Yesterday was yet another awesome day to put into my lil box of memories (:
Set off to Jeremiah's house first, Max is the most hyper 35 year old Yorkshire Terrier I've known. Haha! He's sooo cute, kept wanting to bite the hamsters. Lol, sadistically cute (:

I played with him and carried him until he kept licking my face, haha, Nicholas and Jeremiah were playing Halo Wars, I'll never understand that game.

Then Theodora, Harshvir and Samuel joined us, Claire was waiting downstairs for us but Jeremiah lost his soccer ball, took a while before we finally found it.

THEN WE HAVE TO PUMP IT

So finally met Claire and took the bus to the interchange to meet Wayne.

Then off to ECP we go (;

Funnest time was when we cycled to the Skate Park and watched the boys cycle down half pipes and slopes and bumps. Haha. So fun, a pity I can't do that, gotta learn how to cycle first!
If you're wondering how I managed to cycle there in the first place, I did a two-people bicycle with Theodora :D

Then the boys decided to play catching there -.- LOL. Running up half pipes and sliding down them, rather funny :D
It was time to give back the bicycles so we cycled back, there were times where i lost my footing and the pedals hit my foot as they continued to move as Theodora, who was in front, was still cycling.

Then when we handed in the bikes, Nicholas was like "Estella, your foot is freaking bleeding"

AHHHHH.

I guess it was due to that, the pedal hitting my dried up blister from Sunday. Haha. but I was fine, so we continued on to Macs.
Played, laughed, chat there, Nicholas was playing Monopoly and was ecstatic when he got a free Milkshake and Apple Pie. Lol. How Yiai wished she went xD

Rain ruined the day, but still we had umbrellas so walked back to the bus stop and took the bus to my place.
My leg had small leaves stuck to it, what a disgusting feeling.

FINALLY REACHED MY PLACE.
Long story short, played Guitar Hero and changed to Raving Rabbits when it was just Theodora and me waiting for her mum to pick her up.

NICE NICE NICE NICE FUN FUN FUN FUN day! :D
P.S: Annora, in the end the piano buyer didn't come, cheh!

Okay, no pics because everyone didn't bothered to being a camera. Haha. I want to learn how to ride the bicycle nowwwww D:

God will make a way.

2009-11-08T10:40:09Z

Officially curled my hair (:
So I'll start in the morning, went to expo for church, foot HURT like crazy due to new pair of shoes ): blisters are sooo painful D:
Met up with Annora, talked a lil bit then have to go back to my seat already, the chairs were put so closely together, so squeezy!
Church was entertaining for my parents today, played something like "Don't Forget the Lyrics" and all the songs were the older generations' one. Haha.
Then after sermon there was a dance/song item, which Annora must've enjoyed aaaaaaaaa lot. HAHAHA.
I like the guys' leather jackets, they were so nice! xD
Reached home, watched Taking the Stage Marathon. BEST SHOW EVER.
Well, of course, it got something to do with dancing/music so I'll definitely say it rocks :D
After that mummy and I went downstairs to curl my hair. The process was so long I almost fell asleep.
Then finally! The end result:

HAHA. Okay, Devil Wears Prade in like 45 min! Yayyyy (: See yah (:

Light up the world as I fall asleep

2009-11-06T04:04:04Z

Worrying about

The weather for chalet today
What to wear today
Must I bring an extra set of clothes if I'm not swimming?
What to wear tomorrow
Go straight for DARE after piano teacher's place?
Come home first then change before setting off because we're rehearsing the dance for piano teacher's concert, and I may stink if I don't :T but there may not be enough time and the dance is not those dance-till-you-sweat kind.
Who is coming for ECP on Monday?
Weather for ECP on Monday
Should I still curl my hair? Aunt says it spoils your hair texture and there's no need for PERMANENT curls.
What type of curls?!

Yes, 10 things to fret about, actually there's one more...
is he coming tomorrow?

Daddy God, can you give me a clue...?

It won't be over, it'll never be, but I don't want it to end either.

2009-11-05T14:53:45Z

Today was awe-someeeee (: but as usual, I shall wait for the pics to be uploaded then I'll blog about it again.
I'm just real tired now, kept on raining when we were in wild wild wet, then they stopped all activity and we have to run for shelter
The scent from KFC tempted us sooo much but our wallets were in the locker ):

Tomorrow I'll be off to Sara's chalet, then Saturday there's DARE -squeals- and Monday, off to East Coast Park if the weather allows, as always.
Then my place for MORE Guitar Hero and Harshvir's Raving Rabbits which he kept on emphasizing that it would be fun, lol.

The next week from Tues - Fri I'll be bored bored bored. D: but I guess I'll find some stuff to do, like swimming and swimming and swimming. Hahaha.
I'm real real sleepy, I gtg, see yah (;

Coraline with 6/7 (:

2009-11-03T03:13:21Z

Alrighty, the pictures are here! From Sunday's movie. LOL. Be prepared for retarded pictures.
Annora, I didn't take some of the retarded ones to post here, HAHAHA

So after the movie, first up was the arcade, AIR HOCKEY. Lol.

Jeremiah's face looks mutated. LOL.

Then Dance Dance Revolution FOR FREE. Someone paid for it then left without even playing, so the guys got a free game. Still, 3 boys playing as 1 player, still fail. LOL.

Then wasted more money playing with the machines, trying to pick up soft toys. We almost got it for like sooo many times, still :T

Then off to the Open Plaza, of course (:

Failed attempt to play Dare or Dare D:

RETARDED PHOTO! I BET ELSIE TOOK THIS D:< Lol.
Lastly, Guitar Hero at my place (;

Retarded photo number TWO! LOL

Left one's mine, the drummer. Nicholas had nothing to play. LOL. I think it was What I've Done, Linkin park :D

Fun fun day, but the photos were friggin' retarded. Loads, of candid. LOL.

Talking to you feels like there isn't a care in the world.

2009-11-02T11:55:03Z

Just sitting beside you, makes me feel nothing else really matters
Just smiling at what you say, watching you smile back at me
If all this was just a dream
I don't want to wake up.

I'm bored, this was how my so-called first day of the school holidays was spent
I had done one holiday homework! English composition, always the easiest (;
Watching Ris Low screw up, Xia Xue Guide to Life(You can see I was bored), Chick vs. Dick... Haha (:
Facebooking, Social interview is fun. LOL.

Haven't touch my piano, darn.
Haven't learn how to crack an egg.

Me: Mummy can I learn how to crack an egg
Mummy: Later, later
-later-
Me: Can learn now?
Mummy: Wait, wait I have to watch the news!
-after waiting-
Me: Can I just try, everyone knows already you know
Mummy: Hold on, hold on, the show's starting

So yeah, if I don't know how to cook in future, blame my mum. Hahaha (:
Then here I am now blogging, waiting for Annora to come online. Its fun talking to her, its even more fun listening to her! HAHAHAHAHA.
Sigh, can't wait for DARE! I miss it, alot, the atmosphere always gives me a good feeling because God's presence is sure to be there :D
Dare, dead and resurrected eagles isn't it cool? :D
Okay, Harshvir's like Social Interviewing as well so he ain't replying on msn.
Oh, I just realised I'm not playing any songs that's why its so quiet in here. LOL.
Fearless is REALLY nice, I can so relate to it. Sorta :/
Listening to Ego now, nice song (: but I hate egos :T Like too much ain't good, right?
-nods head-
I just answered my own question :D
Okay, I'm off. See yah :D

Dance like no one's watching

2009-11-01T14:42:37Z

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I still like you, dummy.
Now can you stop being so scared and just say you like me too?

Click, clack, tick, tock, ping, pong, POO!

2009-10-30T04:33:17Z

"Hap, hap, happy!"
"Whyyyyyyy?"
"BUSYBODY."

Haha, joking. Went back to school today for PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE. So boring (xD
Yes, so after that went to parkway to eat with Mummy, it was super early, like 9+ 10? So none of the shops were open except the foodcourt and Cold Storage.
I'm sad I got B4 for Literature but that's the lowest grade I got! YAY! Overall 3 A1s, 3 A2s, 1 B3, 2 B4s (Chinese and Literature, lol)
I'm like 39th place for level position, so close to top 10% !
Stilllll, its an accomplishment, and at least I got 3rd in class! Improvement! -claps-
Tomorrow's my theory exam. Ahhhhh scared. Not as prepared as the previous years but still gonna try my best! After that it'll be over I can't wait. I rather exams just quickly come and go then wishing it will never arrive, know what I mean?
Then Sunday meeting the 6/7 people for Caroline 3D C: I bet everyone's like taller than me alr, AHHH.
YES!!! Sleepover at Sara's chalet next Friday, can't wait! It'll be fun! Staying up and stuff. C: C: C:
and the day before that, of course, going to Wild Wild Wet C: Yay, IMMA HAPPY KID.

I'm washing my hands off you

2009-10-27T03:30:10Z

Finally realizing that you're not worth my time, my health, my smiles and laughter,
It feels like the whole world has become more colourful.
Even the thunderstorms are gone and the sun's out.
Anyway, who are you to make me upset?
Who are you to make me feel so mad at your betrayal?
Who are you to scold myself for not being more forgiving?
That's right, you're no one to me.
You're not worth me changing for what you've done wrong.
And still no apology from you.
What a joke, you're a joke!
To think I've confided in you,
To think I've told you secrets I've told no one else,
Because I thought you were someone God wanted me to meet
So that I can believe there are TRUE FRIENDS in this world
I'll never treat you the way I have ever again.
YOU BLEW IT, friend.

I'll just hum my own tune, set my own pace, back to my sanctuary.

2009-10-25T03:14:01Z

It's like I've never seen the light
isolating myself in a corner
the bright yellow hue got my attention
I wanted not only the view from that window
I wanted to see the world
Feet all cramped I stepped out of my house
The sun rays kissed my cheeks
And I love it
I twirled around the green pastures
I watched the current of the river
The ants climbing up the tree
How clouds really look like cotton candy
I was free
Free from all the torture of the tearing walls
They seem to have kept too many secrets of mine
They couldn't take it either
Still, the bright and colourful world
Will just soon deplete with my words
Anyone, anywhere, any time they would too.